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A Mom Reflecting

It’s six days before my son gets married and well, I have to admit …it has hit me. My firstborn is leaving our home and starting his own. Now don’t get me wrong, I am so very happy for him and I love his bride-to-be. They were meant to be together. It’s just I didn’t expect to become this weepy eyed mess while I was scanning photos for the reception video, or have a wave of emotion when I folded his underwear, or any of the other countless number of things that have triggered my tears. I have always been one of those parents who said that I couldn’t wait for my kids to move out and start their own lives. I still want that for them, I’m just not sure I am as ready for it as I thought I was!!! innocent

This morning I watched as Brandon and Big D loaded some of Brandon’s things in a big truck, today is the day they move in to their new apartment, well, move their things. I still have him home for few more days! The closer it gets the more I reflect on the little boy I have nurtured and played with, helped with homework and suffered a many numb butt sitting on bleachers for love attending his  football, baseball and basketball games. But most of all, I look up to the man I had a hand in helping create, the thoughtful gentleman, who still says yes ma’am and sir, the man who takes his responsibilities serious and with pride accomplishes them. The man who will make a wonderful husband to his future wife and one day a loving and caring father to the cutest red headed kids ever!

Just another week to go & probably a few more sentimental posts, just bear with me folks! ;)

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4 Comments on “A Mom Reflecting”

amber
said:
March 15th, 2009 at 1:29 pm

*sniff sniff*
Aww…I don’t wanna think that far ahead, I’m not ready for it. You’re so lucky to have an amazing young man to your credit.

ambers last blog post..I Love My Family


kcinnova
said:
March 15th, 2009 at 2:39 pm

I was struck by this phrase of yours, “sitting on bleachers for love.”
Truly, that must be the essence of parenting a child after those first few years. We encourage, we cheer, we are present (as much as possible) in those moments when they are being stretched and challenged… and then one day they stretch their wings and fly away from us.

Congratulations on raising such a wonderful young man. You aren’t losing a son; you are gaining a daughter!


Janet
said:
March 16th, 2009 at 1:06 pm

awww, honey -)


Mar
said:
March 18th, 2009 at 1:31 am

cry a beautiful, sentimental post…
can’t wait to hear about the wedding itself!! innocent

Mars last blog post..Q & R


 
 

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